Just Dance!
Tired..
Tired of disappointments. Tbh I wouldn’t mind benefits but in the long run its not good.. Plus that just don’t suit me. I’m just losing it gaaah.. Wtf.
So…
As a person I believe I’m a very patient guy, but for some reason in my gut its saying don’t wait too long and move on. Hummm.. I guess you could say I’m not expecting the best thing at the end of this road that I’m on right now. I could be wasting my time.. I don’t know what my choice is just yet because i’m being hesitant now.. What should I do??
What now?..
Made a promise knowing I cant promise, frustrations leave and comes back, issues stay the the same.. As a caring person, I think I might start learning how not to care, as negative that sounds and as much thats not my character.. Have less to worry about.. Its an option. Heck… I say that but deep inside i care too much to not care.. What to do from here?.. Sit and wait to see what happens or force myself not to care.
Time..
The outcome can be anything, but i’m prepared to expect the other side of the coin rather than the side that I probably want, but even so if the side that I want lands face up then I’d say i’m one more happy fellow in this world. Well worst case scenario, I find time to practice hard and become a better stronger bboy, I noticed that I gain so much after losing something close to my heart, cheesy I know.. But heck i’m experiencing it so I cant say its not possible because it is possible. My power moves could climb to the next level, though… Being a happy guy would probably suffice better..
Gosh..
Words thats in my mind are so much better than those that come out from my mouth! When I hear myself saying what ever l’m going to say, it don’t sound right and the way I want it to. Though there are things I wish I could say, but I know not to say..
Thought’s..
Sometimes when you want something you believe it to be in front of you, the path that you choose but then usually what you want is already right next to you.. but then.. You tend to ignore it because it isn’t in your path because it’s trying to squeeze in your path but you don’t allow it because it’s next to you. Problem is, you always got to accept the flaws with what’s in front and you just aren’t used to it because it isn’t really a part of who you are. This changes a little bit of who you once were, change isn’t bad depending on what is changing you that is… A few changes can hurt so much in the process and you become used to it. Makes me wonder if it was really worth it.. heck I wouldn’t know. But I do know that sometimes what you’re searching for is closes to you just waiting to have the chance to say “You missed me!” you know why? Cuz whatever’s next to you was ignored for the longest time till the day you realize it. Best thing about it though is.. It’s never too late because you’re still young…
